MY DEADLIEST SECRET.

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MY DEADLIEST SECRET

To use another person’s body and ignore the soul that resides within is the most distasteful and disgusting crime that one can commit against another.

He took me in
He said he loved me or I maybe I thought he did
I thought he cared, I thought I mattered to him
His face glittering like the stars that appear at night
A smile formed on his lips was as bright as the morning sun
His eyes skimming through my body like the wind
He promised he wouldn’t hurt me, I never believed he could
He pulled me close
His hand ran through my body
I told him to stop
I was crying within me
He ripped my clothes apart
Brought himself upon me
I screamed
I kicked him
His ears were wide open but he wouldn’t hear my plea
He held his hand over my mouth
Tears were running down my face
His body filled with lust and mine with torment
He injected me with filth and dirt
I feel dirty, I feel low, I feel used
He stole my virginity without my consent
I remember it like it was yesterday
Will I ever forget about this and heal?
Sometimes at night, I simply can’t fall asleep
What some can only imagine in their worst possible nightmare
Is my awful reality that cannot be undone or repaired
I cannot change the past, I can’t even get it out of my head
But I can focus on the present and change what is to come
I’m a victim of sexual abuse
But not for long
I am strong and a survivor.

NOTE:

To every victim out there,

Take all the time you need to heal emotionally.

Moving on doesn't take a day.

It takes a lot of little steps to break free from your broken self.

You are strong and a survivor!!!!!!!

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